Throwback Thursday – #tbt – How Did I Get Here? – #7 – Not-For-Profit Cultural Sector

Like a lot of people who convocate with a Bachelor’s degree, the biggest question is “Now what?”

In 1996, I had an expensive English degree, a specialization in creative writing, and not a lot of other options.  (The other big question you get asked, especially with an English degree is: “Are you going to be a teacher?”  Answer: “No, I’m not going to be a teacher…maybe?”)

After struggling to find work (including turning down a door-to-door sales job because I would have to wear a tie!), I got accepted to a work placement program through the University for unemployed/underemployed Arts Grads (which I always refer to as being like a “co-op program for Arts students”.)

The program gave us one month of job training on skills that I may have needed (tips for interviewing and having a professional review our resumes and cover letters) and things I probably didn’t (the basics of using a computer!)  As part of the program, they also offered funding for a three month work placement via a coordinator who interviewed you and would try to find work in an area of interest.

I said that with an English degree, I was interested in areas like publishing, media, marketing.  They came back with two placements that I was interested in – helping to research a book and an organization called the Saskatchewan Publishers Group which I didn’t know much about but which worked with the province’s book publishers.

I applied for and was offered both jobs but then had to make a tough decision.  The appeal of having my name anywhere near a book, even as a researcher, appealed greatly but I remember thinking that working with a bunch of book publishers would probably increase my chances of getting a book of my own published even more.  (Er, spoiler alert: twenty years later and still no book-length publication to my name!) 😉

I went to work for the Sask Publishers Group designing their first web site for two-thirds of my time and I spent 1/3 of my time working with another non-profit down the hall, the Saskatchewan Library Association, updating and improving their existing web site.  During this contract, I was given opportunities to do so much more than the web site work – everything from learning about board meetings to the basics of bookkeeping to writing newsletters and more.

My term was coming to an end but my boss (who I still consider one of the best bosses I ever had) was a wizard at writing grants and finding funding.  She got a grant from the Cultural Human Resources Council to keep me on for another six months where I did a lot of work including designing web sites for some of our member publishers and even hung out my shingle briefly offering freelance web design services to other cultural non-profits and publishers outside the province I’d met through my SPG connections.  After that, she found another grant.  Then my funding ran out but due to my work at the SPG, I got a summer contract with SPG’s sister organization, the Saskatchewan Motion Picture Industry Association (SMPIA).  Then there may have been one-two other short contracts with other cultural non-profits I’m forgetting (maybe this is when I ended up doing a lot more freelance web design work plus some editing and writing projects?) but ultimately, the SPG (which had two co-Executive Directors with only one other contract employee on a different work placement program) had one executive director leave which allowed them to restructure leaving my favourite boss of all-time and a newly created position of “Marketing and Technology Officer” (and, typical of non-profit world, I think I even had a hand in creating the title of a position that was basically created for me!)

I stayed at the SPG for about four years and learned so much about so much – since it was a small, grant-dependent organization without a lot of staffing or resources, you had to do it all yourself.  You were the Marketing department.  You were the Maintenance department.  You were the IT department.  You were the HR department (whenever we hired, my boss let me sit in on interviews recognizing that being able to do the job was only 50% of hiring while “fitting in with existing team” was also 50% of hiring – one of many philosophies I learned at the SPG that I’ve carried with me to this day.)

When Shea graduated from her nursing program and wanted to work in Alberta, the thought of leaving the SPG almost led to us breaking up (I enjoyed the job that much!) but the SPG, which spoiled me with some of the best perks and benefits I’ve ever enjoyed, agreed to a non-binding one-year leave of absence – I could choose to return after a year but if things worked out in Calgary, I wouldn’t be required to come back.

I went to Calgary and after looking for work for a while, I lucked into work with a very similar organization, the Writers Guild of Alberta where I did many of the same things I did for the SPG – just serving writers instead of publishers.  And instead of returning to the SPG, I stayed with the WGA for three and a half years.

In all, I spent nearly a decade in the cultural non-profit sector and had so many amazing experiences, met so many fascinating people (name drop – who else has Giller Award winner, Will Ferguson, pop in their office to drop off a special Australian edition of one of his books for a contest you’re running?) and learned so much useful information.

I often wonder how my life would’ve been different if I’d chosen a different path or went to library school earlier or even if I’d become a teacher.  But every time I do, I have very few regrets about the career path (and really, the life path – I’m still involved in publishing to this day as a board member for Coteau books) I chose.

 

A Viral Proposal Video

Did I ever post this?  It’s a classic…

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gYh9DCN8ads

 

Regina’s Heritage Classic Tickets Confirmed! #GoFlamesGo

Music Monday – “There’s the progress we have found (when the rain)/A way to talk around the problem (when the children reign)/Building towered foresight (keep your conscience in the dark)/Isn’t anything at all (melt the statues in the park)/Buy the sky and sell the sky and bleed the sky and tell the sky”

This song is usually interpreted as being about acid rain but on the day Saskatchewan (and three other provinces) has a federal carbon tax enacted, I thought it was appropriate

Fall On Me” – R.E.M.

Flames Clinch Western Conference!

Back in October, I wrote a post about the things I was excited for this season.

There was lots to be excited about but I doubt many Flames fans predicted the season the Calgary Flames would end up having.  I was optimistic that they’d be in the playoff hunt and hoped they’d be in the middle of the pack instead of ending the season at or near the final playoff spot which is where they usually end up (out of playoff contention more than in unfortunately.)

But by December, it was clear that something special was happening and even with the occasional scoring slump or goaltender controversy, the Flames continued to play amazing hockey and Sunday night, clinched the Western Conference top spot over fourteen other teams!

It makes me think about the reasons we follow sports:

Studies have shown that for fans, being identified with a favorite team is more important than being identified with their work and social groups, and is as or more important to them as being identified with their religion. Sociologists have hypothesized that sports subcultures work as “totems,” serving as points of connection for communities and an outlet for ritual and religion in a time when actual religiosity continues to decline. Support for a certain team or club can serve as a point of identity and belonging, either crossing lines of age, race and background or reinforcing them.

* Watching some of the best athletes in the world perform at a level they’ve prepared their whole life for
* If you played yourself, you’ll have an even greater appreciation for the skill level that elite athletes have.
* The competition, strategy and outright battles between two teams
* The amazing highlights and embarrassing lowlights
* The feeling of belonging to something larger than yourself (I got a lot of compliments by simply wearing a Flames’ shirt to the Regina Home Show last week)
* The emotional engagement of watching the ebb and flow of a game and a season.
* …and this:

Anyhow, the regular season is almost over and the *real* season is about to begin.  Can the Flames continue their amazing season with a deep playoff run?  I hope so!

Saturday Snap – Pretty Much The Definition of Spring in Saskatchewan

Still having to scrape half your windshield in the morning! 😉

Friday Fun Link – Early Contender for Pace’s Next Birthday Party?

This is one of those times where you convince your child that they really want something that secretly, you as the dad really want!

Throwback Thursday – #tbt – How Did I Get Here? – #6 – Comedy

 

After another week away from this series (honestly, I forgot I was doing this “How I Became Me” series last week after working a 1-9pm shift and, as I often do, whipping off a zero-effort post to keep my daily post streak alive instead of doing something a bit more in-depth and time-consuming.)

Anyhow, we’ve covered all manner of things that have had a strong influence on who I am in the past few entries (parents, friends, books, travel, sociability) so let’s add another pick that’s a bit off-the-board of what you might expect on a list like this – comedy.

I’ve always enjoyed things that make me laugh from reading MAD magazine as a kid to watching Saturday Night Live religiously as a teenager (the rule of SNL is your favourite era is the one you were a teenager in) to David Letterman as well as any popular 1980s stand-up comic from Eddie Murphy to Robin Williams to Dennis Leary on through discovering comics that maybe didn’t have as much commercial success but were even more influential – George Carlin is probably my favourite of all-time (so much so that when my parents took me to Vegas for my 21st birthday, I asked to go see him and beyond how funny he was, it’s also hilarious to think back on how awkward it was to sit at a two-drink minimum table in Vegas with my parents and my younger sister while a comedian the rest of the family barely knew did his “101 Names for Dicks” routine!).

Part of the reason I think I enjoy comedy so much is that’s because comedy is comprised of things that also make you think – fun word play, clever puns, twist endings.  (Really, at its essence, all comedy is a setup followed by an unexpected twist.)

I’ve learned so much from being a fan of comedy – about language and how to communicate ideas, about politics and pop culture, about sex and relationships, about religion and atheism, about human foibles and frailties, about hypocrisy and how ridiculous so much of how we live and the world we live in truly is, about the nature of offense and the importance of identifying current issues, addressing taboos and pushing society forward – whether that’s Lenny Bruce or Hannah Gadsby.

Honestly, when I think about it, comedy might not be the biggest influence in my life but it might be the single most underrated influence on my worldview.

I regularly think of the famous George Carlin quote – “Inside every cynical person, there’s a disappointed idealist”.  I don’t consider myself cynical per se but I do think there’s much in our world that leaves one disappointed when it’s clear how easily things could be much better – if we treated others better, if we had a more equal society, if we recognized our communal problems and addressed them.  Who else but a comedian can do such a good job of summing up universal truths so compactly yet so eloquently?  Maybe a songwriter?  Some authors?  Beyond that?  Not many.

Anyhow, I’ll leave you with another of my favourites which happens to be the first comedy cassette I ever owned, a classic that came out when I was thirteen years old.  Crazy to think that was 30+ years ago and Robin Williams was only 35 years old.  Also heartbreaking to listen to the final five minutes where he does a bit about his three-year old son knowing that Williams would end up taking his own life eventually.

Er, that’s not a very funny note to end on but maybe that sort of makes my point about why I’ve always found comedy so powerful.  At its worst, even the most amateur open-mic comic will give you a laugh (though maybe not for the reason they intend.)  But at its best, it will not only make you laugh but make you think, make you feel, maybe even make you cry.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6mkF5gQdV0I

Comparing The Cuts: Cornwall Alternative School and Saskatchewan’s Public Libraries #skpoli

I was having some bad flashbacks over the past few days after the Sask Party released their budget last week that included an unexpected, unnecessarily cruel cut.

But instead of cutting funding to public libraries and threatening to destroy a 100-year old, world-leading system like they did two years ago, the Sask Party targeted Cornwall Alternative School, a school-of-last-resort with a nearly 50-year history of helping kids who were unable to succeed in regular high schools for one reason or another.

Luckily, it didn’t take a month of province-wide advocacy to reverse the cuts as this time the Sask Party backtracked within a week.

It’s not a perfect parallel but it’s instructive to look at some of the similarities in these two cuts that ended up being reversed due to public outcry.

* Both cuts were relatively minor, basically a rounding error in the grand scheme of a fifteen billion dollar provincial budget. Libraries were cut by $5 million dollars, Cornwall School was cut by just under $1 million.  But, at the same time, had they not been reversed, the cuts would’ve killed the things they funded, not just forced them to “tighten up their belt”.

* The cuts to public libraries were unexpected because the Sask Party was the one who had provided funding only a few years earlier to create a province-wide system; Cornwall Alternative School’s cuts were unexpected because they had an agreement with the province for funding through 2020.

* Even some activists who were ostensibly on the side of libraries groused that the only reason that libraries were saved is because middle class people showed up to protest while other services that were arguably of more benefit to the less fortunate among us – ranging from STC to paying funeral expenses for social services clients – either remained axed or only got a small portion of their funding restored.

This is, of course, bullshit.

It may have been mostly middle class people who showed up for the “Drop Everything and Read” rallies that helped scare convince the Sask Party to restore library funding, but, like Cornwall School, public libraries probably do more than *any other public institution* to provide a welcoming, accepting, trusting environment for people who have nowhere else to go.  Those troubled kids who might tell a principal to “Go fuck himself” in a regular school setting could find a home at Cornwall Alternative School and that same kid who felt hassled, judged and mistreated by retail outlets, their family and even by social services, could find a level of comfort in a public library they might not find in any other part of their life.

* There’s a strange parallel in how the Sask Party seems to keep making (then reversing) these decisions without any consultation, warning or apparently looking at any sort of data which, no matter your political stripes, should give you pause.

* There’s also a parallel that they seem to target important services that disproportionately are used by people on the lower-end of the socioeconomic scale.

* To be fair, I suspect people involved in libraries and in the Cornwall Alternative School both know intuitively how important their work is but, I also suspect for that reason, we aren’t always the best political advocates, especially with a government that doesn’t see the world through the same lens.

* Part of that different view is that the value of the work the public libraries and places like Cornwall Alternative School can’t be easily measured in terms of quarterly reports or annual budgets or even four-year election cycles.  Those positive impacts happen over lifetimes but, with that said, there are clear long-term economic impacts in terms of reducing crime, social services costs, welfare benefits and so on *if* you are willing to take the long view.

* This recurring pattern of attacking services that help people in our society who struggle the most and are least able to defend themselves makes me wonder how many people who sit in our Legislature (on both sides of the aisle) regularly interact with anyone who in any way, shape or form, would be someone who might even need a place like Cornwall Alternative School?

And though I think of the NDP as much less likely to attack the less-well-off among us, I think about this question in regards to their MLA’s too.  Now, I don’t know every MLAs’ bio inside and out but here are some names that jump to mind.  NDP Leader Ryan Meili lived and worked as a doctor in Saskatoon’s inner-city so he’s the first name that jumps to mind.  Heck, he wrote a book about how society needs to change its focus to proactively addressing the root causes of social issues instead of reactively paying for them.

Who else?  On the NDP side, I think they have a handful of former social workers, a teacher who worked with inner-city students (not to mention that NDP MLAs tend to be more likely to represent inner-city urban neighbourhoods or from northern communities where they’re more likely to interact with people who are on the lower-end of the socioeconomic ladder.)

On the other side of the aisle, someone like current Social Services Minister, Paul Merriman who was Executive Director of the Saskatoon Food Bank must’ve left his office to interact with the people using the food bank occasionally, right?

Heck, an article I dug up from 2009 has a quote from then-ED of the Saskatoon Food Bank, Paul Merriman, where he says:

The students say their sample size of 50 households per neighbourhood is too small to be considered accurate but Merriman says the group’s findings [that lower income people donated more to the Food Bank than more affluent people during a charity drive] aren’t that startling.

He says lower- and middle-class neighbourhoods have a long tradition of giving to the food bank.

“They understand the value of it,” he said. “If they were ever on the food bank or some kind of assistance and they got off it, the first thing they want to do is give back.”

In comparison, he says people in upper-class neighbourhoods or communities in rural areas are less likely to be familiar with the effects of hunger and urban poverty.

“It’s not in their face, so they don’t feel they have to give as much,” Merriman said.

Who else on the Sask Party side?  Again, I don’t know their bios very well but Mark Docherty jumps to mind having worked at the Paul Dojack Youth Centre, Thunderbird Lodge among various other similar human service organizations.  Scanning through their caucus bios quickly, Christine Tell was a psychiatric nurse then a police officer and I suspect that brought her into regular contact with less fortunate people. Don Morgan was chair of the Legal Aid Commission. Joe Hargraves was a corrections officer.  Fred Bradshaw was on the founding board of the Northeast Early Childhood Intervention program.  Muhammad Fiaz volunteers with an organization called Humanity First.  Nadine Wilson was a social worker and corrections officer. Tina Beaudry-Mellor served on various boards including Regina Transition House and the United Way.  Todd Goudy is a Baptist pastor.

* So yeah, that was painful to wade through all the Sask Party MLA bios (partly because there’s so many of them – the 2020 election can’t come soon enough!) but I’m actually a bit surprised at how many have had jobs and volunteer roles where one would assume they came into contact with people who come from less fortunate circumstances.  I mean, that doesn’t tell you the whole story – just because you serve on the board of the Regina Transition House, it doesn’t mean you’re interacting with their clients regularly (if at all.)  Same with jobs like police officer or corrections officer – there are two kinds of people who fill these types of roles and some are good and some aren’t so good.

* I guess that leads to my final thought – out of all the MLAs we have – most of whom are doctors or lawyers or farmers or businesspeople (yes, I know those last two overlap!) or other middle-class and upper-middle class professions, it’d be interesting to know who came from the most hardscrabble background (but I also know that doesn’t guarantee empathy and understanding.  In fact, I’ll generalize that Sask Party MLAs who rise from lower circumstances probably see that as “pulling themselves up by their bootstraps” and wonder why others don’t do the same, disregarding other wider societal factors that may have helped them succeed – everything from supportive family structures to the general advantages of white privilege to the dash of luck/timing/coincidence that may have given them a leg up that someone else didn’t have.)

Anyhow, to end, I’ll say how fortunate I consider myself to work in a public library where, every single day, I get to know and interact with people from the widest range of citizens – from well-off retirees who happily chat about their latest European vacation to troubled youth who are the exact reason that a place like Cornwall Alternative School is so necessary.

National Purple Day for Epilepsy Awareness

Shea’s cousin’s son was profiled by the Jim Pattison Children’s Hospital for National Epilepsy Awareness Day.

Rylan’s seizures started at the young age of two. They indicated something serious, but at that point nobody knew it would take such a toll on his future development and quality of life. As his mom Jacqui helplessly observed her son’s troublesome moments, she knew that parenthood was going to look different than what she had anticipated.

Meanwhile, I got a visit from one of my favourite patrons today who also suffers seizures among his various other health challenges.

Although I didn’t wear purple myself (I only have a purple dress shirt which isn’t really my style at work!), I do think awareness days are important.  But even more important is treating people who are facing challenges – epilepsy and otherwise – with kindness, compassion and acceptance.